The MakeUp Myth

It doesn’t.

Every pore on your skin, the shape of your cheekbones, the length of your lashes and the way your lip curls when you smile are unique to you and only you; and are ultimately the things that make you beautiful. 

We’re only human, and as a little girl, a teenager, and a young adult I have struggled with the idea of what it means to be truly beautiful. Even though we all start out bare faced somehow with each passing year I began to equate my self-worth with the layer on my face and how people perceived me physically.

What I don’t understand is when we became so shallow that a blemish on our faces suddenly became unacceptable? When did we forget that all of this came to be in order to empower us versus put us down? When did we become so afraid to be ourselves and be seen without a smidgen of makeup that it governed how freely and carefree we lived?

And more importantly, when did we lose sight that beauty is far more than skin deep.

I don’t know when it happened, but I know it happened because I am the product of it all. I have struggled tirelessly with the idea of being myself. Every morning of every day I have trained myself to hide and put my best face forward. But isn’t my best face the one that is true?

If our standard of beauty has become a face that is so far from my own than I have come to terms that I don’t ever want to be that kind of beauty.

In no way, shape or form am I condemning makeup. I’m just telling you to love yourself with or without it. Because at the end of the day makeup is only intended to highlight and enhance everything you already are; not define you.

We get so caught up and lost that we forget that makeup can only enhance our natural beauty. We begin to believe it is makeup that in turn makes us appealing. We have all reached this crossroad at some point in time, and it’s important to let go of who you so desperately want to be and accept who you are and allow that to dictate your perceived notion of beauty.

Learn to be your own kind of beautiful. That’s when you’ll realize that there is so much more to you than meets the eye. That it’s your radiant unapologetic smile that is capable of lighting up a room that is alluring. The fire in your soul that chooses to fight despite every heartache and mishap life throws your way.

It’s the way your eyes sparkle when you fall in love with the little things around you. It’s the way you walk, the way you dance, the way you sway with the wind that makes you the gorgeous force that you are. It’s the lines around your lips that have shaped your face due to every happy moment that add to your appeal. It’s the little freckle on your skin that the sun-kissed just to make you one of one.

Please don’t lose sight of the fact that brush you take to your skin is nothing more than a tool that gives your already glistening skin that extra sparkle. That line you draw above your lash is just there to enhance your already perfect eye. And remember that there should never be a moment in time where you should ever be ashamed to show the world just how flawless you are underneath it all.

story inspired by Samira Behrouzan, 

California native who lives to create, travel, and explore.

Presentation Tips

Based on experience dan dua mata kasar yang diberikan Allah. Aku nak bagi tips sikit bab presentation especially clothing.

FIRST, early preparation is a must !

Unless, you can be well-spoken in front of others. Unfortunately, I am not that kind of person if the subject related use too many technical terms and still going on research for its industry. Thats what-why-how-when if you are an engineering students. You need to remember all the basic principles because you cant put it in your slide or poster.

SECOND, clothing beb! A few lecturers just simply put high score but most of them choose to judge. 

For us, we simply put on our faculty labcoat for any engineering subject.

For others macam ethnics and entreprenuer subjects, we go for formal la. Basically, white/black shirt with slack or long skirt. Baju kurung and jubah as well.

Aku rasa clothing should be second most important because aku dah tengok macam macam pakaian 'formal' student malaysia.

#1 masa student bentang psm or others uni called fyp/viva, there is one female student. She wear white shirt, slack and tudung hitam. Dari belakang, it was okay. Once she turns, aku nampak dia pakai a black vintage tie. It looks really bad on her. I think she better get rid of that tie and wear blazer instead. If you cant afford a blazer, a simple white shirt looks good too.

#2 have you ever seen a malaysian student wear a long trench coat during presentation ? Because ive seen one. It was a female student. She was wearing jubah and wore a long trench coat. The horrible part is it was unbotton and she put her bawal scarf down which was not neat and on point. I feel like it was me in the situation of getting ready for a real quick outing. I was thinking deeply maybe there is someone out there using this kind of fashion. However, this kind of fashion tak sesuai la untuk presentation. You just let people mocks and tease you because you wear it differently.

There are so many examples I want to share but ive got something else to do so bonjour...

QADAFIE.

WARNING !
*post ni lebih kurang mcm karangan aku sebatang pen*

Encik Qadafie is our lecturer. Just now, we presented our rapid prototyping project. Unfortunately, majority from group 1 did not achieve what he expected from us.

Well, at least we had try our best. Additive Manufacturing is a new technology, everyone is doing research about it. Most likely la.

You are lucky if you to get your hands to use one of the 3D printer machine.

The hardest walk

Hey, sorry tak post lagi pasal lombok. Banyak benda nak cerita weh. 

As for today, Ive just got my certificate for getting into dean's list on previous semester. Aku pernah blogkan yang sem lepas adalah sem paling barai. So i guess the shit that happen is just something to make me appreciate this 'dean' game a little more. Worth it for all those fight !

Yeah, ive got into fight with some shit friend. At first, it was my fault. Yeah, aku salah sebab aku sound sorang kawan aku ni in front of 2 others people yang bagi dia stranger. Actually, those strangers are someone that we have known but not so personally and close. So before aku ada peluang untuk minta maaf besok harinya, she already brought her colony to drag me down. Tahu tahu je aku ni dah cari pasal dengan tiga orang. Plus, they even conclude kawan aku yang langsung tak tahu menahu pasal fight tu. They called me makcik and use very rude, harsh word toward me and my friends. So this one for you ! F*ck You!  Bila nak face to face, bagi macam macam alasan dekat ws. At the end, si A salahkan si B, Si B tak explain ape ape terus mintak maaf sebab si A paksa. Yang C pulak dok ikut kepala dia. Bagi si C ni, si A dengan si B ni yang betul. Aku salah. 

Then, waktu minggu study week. Aku tak cuti lama, aku balik awal. Too many subjects nak recover balik, at previous blog aku ade cerita yang mak aku sakit and aku skip class banyak just for her but those shit people think i was enjoying myself sebab tak pergi class. F-ck ah! So one day, aku solat macam biasa and aku doa, "Ya Allah, kau maha adil. Kalau aku salah dalam pergaduhan kali ni. Bagilah aku balasan yang setimpal. Andai kata aku yang betul, berikanlah sesuatu yang setimpal dengan usaha aku."

That was my pray, of course aku ingat ! Yelah, for someone yang banyak skip class. Bila nak final, belajar sampai tak larat nak bangun. Kepala sakit nak mampus because i was struggling too hard. I was hoping for 3 and above pon cukup la. Asalkan atas tiga, tapi Alhamdulillah, dia masukkan aku dalam senarai dekan terus. Menangis aku check result hari tu HAHAHA :') 

And for those people. Idk if they read this, i dont even care. Aku dah mintak maaf, aku dah setel part aku. Aku harap korang consider orang lain. Jangan fikir diri sendiri. Thats how a group can performed well. Cukup cukup lah meniru. Buanglah tabiat meniru tu. Muka dah lawa tapi tabiat lama tak buang pon buruk jugak. 

Thanks sebab bagi aku pengalaman hidup macam ni. Yeah, at time, that was my hardest walk.

#WHERE2FINDQILOD

Konon nak start buat travel journal after going places.
KONON.
KONON LAH !

kalau dulu, aku buat #maps4qlod dekat instagram untuk anything yang related to travel or places or maps or geography on this earth. Ecehh ! padahal dulu belajar geografi pon asal lulus *gulp*

and this hashtag went up to 1k above. Idk. Maybe now, dah exceed. Jadi, aku ciptalah satu hashtag baru. Just for me. #where2findqilod HAHAHA :D mula-mula ingat nak letak #qilodwashere but that one dah lapuk dek zaman kan ? kalau bahasa orang muda. CLICHE !

so stay tune for LATEST travel trip journal. LOMBOK 5D4N

CRITICISM.

Be okay with criticism !

If, at the end of the day, you make something that everybody loves, then it'll be like,

"Really, meh?"

Life is more complex than that. Life is where there are people who love coffee and people who hate coffee. That complexity is what excites me.

Thats what I gain after a month working at Starbucks. There's more to it, but I'm more into this (:

SEMESTER 2 2015/2016

Hello there (:

Actually aku dah cuti nearly two weeks. Yes, I’ve end my 4th semester. This semester was quite special.

Why?

On this particular semester, I have turn into a stress freak starting from the beginning of it. Bagi aku, sem ni paling jahanam, a total disaster and the most chaotic compared to the previous. I’ve started to make my own rules. HAHAHAHA :D

There were so many things happened during this semester. Ibu was being in ward for almost two weeks for acute migraine and high blood pressure. There are so many things evolves in my family. Maybe that’s why, ibu fell sick. My brother is getting married in that period of time (29.5.2016) and we were busy preparing for the wedding. Our house was in fully renovation starting from March and still not complete until now. The contractor is a dick, that’s what I can tell you. Yet, I’ve got an offered to shoot an exclusive music video for Subang Jaya Block Party by Joe Flizzow and sponsored by Sime Darby Property. Well, lagu budak subang byJoe featuring zamaera was dope. Totally dope! Wait for it.

Following to the end of semester, skipping class becomes a strong temptation especially class adv. calculus. Sorry Encik Iskandar. I’ve also mistaken my tiredness for laziness. The struggle between sleep and responsibility is real here, people. On the other hand, I’d got to deal with ‘shitfriend’. Sorry not sorry, my tolerance and patience are slim especially during this end-of-semester blues. Eventually, these people are narrow-minded type of person. Although, I did my apology. Yet, they still wanna hold into the ‘victim’ role. They keep on criticizing me for small matters. They stalk me on twitter, they provoke my curiosity. Since they who started the fire when I was already burning from the beginning, I’ve decided to add some fuel before it turns into ashes. HAHAHAHA f*ck you.

Luckily, I’ve got friends who will to set me straight when I’d stray from my norm. 

After my final examination papers and my pdd mini expo was done, me and my friend *not the shitfriend* went for a must-see movie. Now you see me 2. Hai Dave Franco !

Yeah, almost forgotten. My lecturers are quite fascinating. Tak sampai sebulan cuti, result dah key in. Eventhough, the official cgpa and gpa tak dapat lagi. The grade of subjects are official. Give me a big applause, guys!

This semester end with a bang !

*Maybe dean’s list*

ROTTEN SCOUNDRELS.

Have you ever met anyone who is just a rotten person?

I am not talking about a child molester or ax murderer, mind you. That’s evil and there is a difference.

I am talking about a regular, every day, run-of-the-mill person -who also just happens to have a character flaw rendering them either a bitch or an asshole, as if it were truly no fault of their own. They cannot help being negative, soul-sucking people lacking in basic human traits of empathy and compassion as they were apparently just born or raised that way and simply cannot help it.

This is the kind of person whose personal agenda is more important than the welfare of those they say they love -to the point they will justify and rationalize any actions, no matter how despicable, to callously and I suspect, self-satisfyingly have their way.

Love, decency, kindness and respect are not things these people understand.

They operate on the idea that life is first and foremost about being right, even when “right” requires a good deal of “spinning of the facts” to make them “right”.

They are spiteful and vindictive people who are most satisfied making rules, passing judgement and handing out punishments regardless of whether they have the actual or moral authority to do so.

You have heard of the kind, right? 

Hell, I’d bet you know a couple.

They are the ones who are quick to blame the victim.

They are the ones who apparently most able or presumptuous to speak for God seem to have very few qualities that could be described as “godly”, isn’t it?

I can readily admit that there are people who I do not like obviously. I can even admit there are a few who just don’t like me. We all know that there are some people you just cannot get along with and have to do your best to tolerate.

So, let me give you (and myself) a bit of free advice for dealing with such people on my next post.

WAIT FOR IT ^_^

Blurred LIne.

Aku tak tahu nak post ape kali ni,

Idea ada, Cuma idea tu macam main tarik tali dengan aku.

Ok la, aku tipu, idea tu anggap aku ni R&R, singgah kejap.

Entahla, aku tak boleh nak paksa diri aku menaip.

Bye.

QILOD.

“Tell me something about you, Describe!”

Wow, soalan tu aku rasa macam exactly in a job interview. Ok, mungkin statement tu kedengaran tak formal tapi it sounds a lot like,

“Please describe yourself in a few words?”

Selalunya, soalan macam ni perlukan otak Jimmy Neutron yang sentiasa merangsang otak untuk berfikir dengan pantas. Well, aku bukan Jimmy Neutron. Aku tak akan jawab soalan ni sebab it’s hard.

“Kenapa Qilod?”

Ok, soalan ni pon same level dengan soalan atas but I’ve already got an answer for this. First, in some sense, semua orang ada nickname. Banyak nickname hari ni yang bunyi pelik. Qilod pon termasuk jugak but I will just take it for granted, though these nicks don’t really sound very much like the original name.

Why is this ?

 Qilod is only a nickname which stick until now. First, memang kekok dengan ‘Qilod’ tapi orang cakap Alah bisa tegal biasa kan, so I’m ok with it.

Ok, aku rasa ni pon dah cukup. Please don’t ask again. Aku tak akan jawab macam mana aku boleh dapat nickname. It is too complicated.

Oui ou non.

Tell you something.

Keyboard warrior? Non.

Twitter? Oui. Perte de temps.

Facebook? Oui, Regarder la vidéo.

Ask,Fm? Oui et non.

Ask.Fm is no joke. Serious.

Nowdays people is no longer asking a trivial question.

They will never ask or they do not hesitate to ask again.

"What is your first word?"

"When is your birthday?"

"Where do you live?"

Non.

If they are less fond of you.  

If they are really into you.  

If they are sociable or being an open minded person.

It will be a question of burden.

"How life's around?"

"Who do you like to spent birthday with?"

"Are you happy there?"

Wondering why these things disturb me?

sebab ramai yang kerap tanya aku.

"Kenapa Qilod?"

"Ada apa dengan Qildo Star?"

"Ceritalah!"

Bukan sekali, Bukan dua kali tapi berkali-kali.

Ok lah, Aku surrender. Aku akan cerita dalam next post.

Just keep in touch k.

Dissapoinment.

There are some things in this world you rely on, 

like a sure bet. 

And when they let you down, 

shifting from where you've carefully placed them, 

it shakes your faith, 

right where you stand.

Dua puluh tahun dari sekarang kau akan lebih kecewa dengan perkara yang kau tak buat daripada hal yang kau buat sekarang. 

Percayalah.

PASUM

pasum ends 

but 

memories last forever.

it always been a good time.

(hell no, aku tipu)

Depa (lecturer) kata result batch tahun ni teruk.
The worst ever.

Depa (student) complain cakap pasum suck.

Awat gitu ?

Subject lebih satu dari matrik and asasi lain.

Belajar dua tiga chapter yang takda dalam buku reference.

Konon preparation lebih untuk degree.

Dalam upu, standard same je dengan matrik.

Lab chemistry session direct kena sound.

Public holiday pon kena ganti weyh.

*orang lain cuti jerebu, cuti krismas, cuti tahun baru. Kami dok cuti pongg*

"you've chosen the best among the rest, then kamu nak complain itu ini. Kalau 'the best' complain everythings not right, how about 'the rest' ? come on guys" - Mr Z

Ok yang ni aku rasa guilty as hell.

Dulu aku jugak yang beriya pilih pasum. 

eventhough aku tahu pasum ni susah.

tapi

yang penting sekarang,

aku Survive (:

Thanks pasum. Thanks lecturer. Thanks tutor. Thanks kawan.

 I learned a lot of things about life here.
Proud to say that Pasum is my turning point of life.

jet jet ellen's selfie

#pasum

ORIGAMI.

I do origami.

yeah, that's right

I fold paper

nailed it.

Actually, its not about me.

its about them

THEM

The looks they had when they were folding so diligently.

Im going to keep them deep in my memory.

Even when we've seperated,

I will never forget them.

#pasum

Selfie.

Penulisan ini datang dari pemikiran yang keluar dari kepala bana seorang  homosapien yang suka menulis ikut suka hati tanpa relevan.

Sila titik beratkan  pesanan penaja di atas, baca dengan hati dan minda yang terbuka.

Sekarang trending yang selfie dah diiktiraf dalam kamus.  

Apa tu selfie?

 Ramai lagi yang tak dapat hadam ape tuh selfie yang sebenar-benarnya. 

Kalau tanye budak budak sekolah, mostly jawab “ala yang habit bergambar sorang sorang”

Jawapan dia tak tahu la betul ke tak, kalau nak tahu check kamus la.

 Edisi 2013 !

Kalau tanye aku, selfie tu ape? 

Aku cakap tuh sume perubahan arus zaman.

Haha sorry, aku memang jenis menjawab tak pikir dalam dalam bhai. 

Takut lemas.

One day, in the crisp of September 2013, selfie gives me a deep thought of myself.

 Semua start bila…

“Mirasya jom selfie ngan aku !”

“Tak minat la selfie.”  

Hambar gila ajakan aku tadi.

 Damn !

Aku soal siasat la malam tu, apa sebab die tak suka selfie?

In the end of discussion, aku dapat banyak sarcastics comment. 

One of it 

“sekarang semua nak berselfie. Dengan pakwe wajib ade satu la, dengan kawan harus banyak, dengan parents boleh kira pakai jari tapi dengan Allah ?”

Maksud kau ?

Pernah tak kau terbayang nak selfie kat syurga? tapi cukup ke amalan kau nak selfie kat sana.

Kalau ade amalan kau pon, berapa lama nak amek masa nak pergi syurga tuh.

 Kalau tyme kat dunia, kau mampu beli henfon beribu sebab kamera lawa. 

So, puas hati la nak selfie.

 Kenapa tak mampu nak tunaikan haji atau umrah time hidup?

Dua tahun sekali tuka henfon tapi pegi tanah suci cume mintak sekali je seumur hidup.

kau sibuk beli henfon konon senang nak communicate dengan orang

tapi kau lupa nak upgrade komunikasi kau dengan tuhan. 

Makin hari Makin parah, 

Makin lali kau dengan dunia, makin jauh kau tersasar dari syurga Allah.

  

pergi mam ahh nak selfie kat syurga.

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DEEP.

grow MATURED XD

18.12.2012

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU

Selamat Hari Jadi kawan

may both of you work the best in the future :D

PRECIOUS GIFT pt 2

Assalamualaikum (: Heyy I'm back seperti yang dijanjikan :D
So, lets continue our journey to the center of the Earth.
Okayy, stop being hyperbola-ing -____-
This is the story, PRECIOUS GIFT : PART 2 (: 

kat sekolah korang ade tangki sebesar ni ? hado ? bak kate mira sya. Ini la aset sekolah kita :D

well, aku nak cite sket pasal hari-hari yang aku lalui sepanjang SPM.
Alhamdullilah. Dormates aku sume sporting.
I was so lucky by having them in my life. Being two years together, struggled, worked, laughed, stressed, really made my two years completely in a very bright and sparkling colours :') 

so ,  PICTURES TELL THOUSAND XD

This is what my dorm looks like. Serabut much ? Heee. Sayaaa sukaaa XD
 Banyak sangatt memory yang aku rinduu dalam dorm Zamrud 2 ni.
 Nampak tak meja berderet-deret tuh ? well, situ la kteorg study same-same.
Spot gegurk paling attractive sebab depan cermin !
Banyak benda boleh buat bila duduk dekat meja tu. Boleh makan, lepak but yang paling common sekali usha cikgu Hanis and Hubby dye. HAHA XD

Ouh tepi tu ade pantri. Cehh, name class je. Kauu lapar? pegi je kat meja tu, macam-macam ada (: 

well, dorm aku sangatt la kuat makan ! Sepanjang SPM, kiteorang da lahap cocktail handmade, pizza hut, kfc, secret recipe *credit to dieyla jasri* , nasi lemak DM yang boleh tahan sedapnya , biskut dengan milo. Maybe bagi korang "tade la bes sangat !" Honestly, bila kau lepak dan makan ramai-ramai dengan kawan kau. Kau akan nampak satu cahaya, satu aura yang akan datang tiba-tiba. HAHAHA, melampauu ? seriously, i will miss the conservations (:

TADAAAAA  my dream which had came true with help of these super incredible people, the twins Nurul Atiqah and Nurul Athirah, haha ultraman kecik kami Assadiqah, our cheeks Nurliyana, mutan gorilla sang gegurk, ouh the chef Wan Nurul Husna :) amature dancer Siti Fatimah, pembuli tegar --" Noor, Tika zu. Ouh, dye hdup bgaikan chipsmore (: and those prefects Maryam and Dieyla Jasri. we are not a really good and close friends to do such thing but we've gone a lot of things together :D

 Oh yeah, you can call me a dramatic-girl but hello if you were at my place, I bet you'll do the same thing too, silly. Siapa tak sayang kawan dowh !

peace.

PRECIOUS GIFT :)

Assalamualaikum (:

hari nie 12.12.12 - pergh, gorgeous date. Banyak hari dah berlalu selepas berakhirnyaa paper LK (: Ihiks, happy tak terkira , tapi sedihnya dah habis sekolah. Okayhh, saye nak buat pengakuan bahawasanya saye agak kekok nak typing sekarang -______-! Banyaknyaa benda nak ceritaa tp tak tahu nak start dari mana. Okayh laks Qlod, satu satu okayy :) Let start from this ----> ZAHRAWIANZ (: Saye rase classmate saye yang awesome must be miss to each other ! heee

suka sukaa gila pic ni ^^

okayh from the front : fiffy, mrasya, anyss and myra nad (:

okayh ni plakk tyme jamuan raye 2012, agak pathetic sket :') haru punya umi

okayhh boys ? 20 of them. Ramai sangatt so tak payah la. Dalam hati kate : annoying betol -_ _ _-

p/s : more picture will be upload soon (: just wait and see

peace <3

365 days at SBPi Gopeng

Keinginan nak update belog, fuhhhhhhh tinggi. Tapi tak mampu menaip. Senyap terpaku memandang skrin dalam keadaaan statik untuk beberapa minit. Tapi tiba tiba idea datang macam air mencurah curah bila paip air tidak ditutup. Fuhhhh hiperbola habis. Memandangkan malam semalam mood begitu baik, dapat menghabiskan Additional Mathematics SPM Analysis yg sekian lama terperuk di atas meja menunggu masa untuk dikerjakan. Akhirnyaaa. Alhamdulillah.

Assalamualaikum semua :) 

Lama betul tak menaip kat blog ni. Twitter Facebook Flickr apatah lagi. Perasaan ? Haha, takda lahh kemaruk sgt nak online. Duduk sekolah biasa je. Rasa macam lagi malas nk fikir alam maya ni adalah. ECEWAHHH, homework pun tak lupa juga. Bolehh dikatakan hari hari ada homework. Prep petang dengan prep malam tu mmg busy habis laahh. But since bulan Feb baru masuk, banyak kerja kena buat. Amanah besar. Tanggungjawab lagi besar. Insyaallah, everything will be okay.

 Hidup dekat asrama ? Semuanya okayy, dorm-mate baik baik belaka. Juniors mendengar kata. Ohhh rasa aman sedikit. *ade reaksi tersirat di sebalik ayat itu* Apa yg aku ingat, Allah is with you. Allah will help you. Allah will strengthen you. Allah will always be there for you. Okayy tidur. Pagi pulak, aku tak tahu lahh kenapa, sejak masuk 2012 ni, terjaga bukan main awal lagi. Pukul 5 tu takpelahh jugak, ni pukul 4 pagi dahh bangun. Nampak Jeera tengah solat sunat. Tak pun dia tengah baca buku. Apa lagi, capai towel pergi toilet, balik toilet aku rasa otak aku macam fresh sikit, bukak buku chemist :D Agak agak dahh pukul 5 tu, jengjeng aku tidur balik sampai laaa 6.00, lepass tu siap siap pergi surau. Okayy, tak laa teruk mana kan.

skarang ny routine kejot org ikot dorm so, agak longai la bila dorm saye mempunyai angka yg paling hujung tehee :DD

Dalam otak sekarang, SPM. Benda lain yg remeh temeh tolak tepi biar jatuh dalam gaung. Aku tahu bulan dua nanti Sabtu Ahad takde maknanya dah bagi aku. Jadual dah penuh dengan bengkel itu dan ini. Takpa, saya semangat nak SPM. Sejak duduk sebelah Amira Syahirah dgn Aniyah Nazurah, tangan aku tak berhenti menulis. Otak tak berhenti berfikir, meja tak berhenti bersepah. HAHA, thanks laa kawan. Jadi conclusionnya, berkawan lahh dengan mereka yg boleh buat kau belajar. Okayy ? Itu pesanan penaja.

ini Aniyah ! garang kodd.

penat kot nak bertarung dgn SPM !

Gambar terbaru tahun ni. Tak nampak aku kan ? LOL. aku an photographer. BTW, congrato to Fiffy Rohzi + Fatin Afiqah sebab da jd sweetseventeen :D Saya tumpang gembira saja tak lompat lompat pun. Ohh lupa, yg baju merah pipi buntal tu laaa Mraz, kecik jee orangnya :) So, itu jee lahh yg dapat dibebelkan :) Take care guys :)

KRONOLOGI 2011 .

woot woot.
kembang kempis-kembang kempis da na masuk 2012

so dat will be the end of the year 2011

every beggining has the end
but in life
every end is just a new beggining :]

so, individu-individu yang lahir pada 1995 akan mghadapi SPM.

padan muka !

well, 2011 is the year to remember.
2011 banyak mengubah setiap persepsi dlm hidup aku
seriously, aku tak tipu .
ape pon, i'd never regret 2011.
even once
banyak kodd pengalaman manis :)

1# cerita gula.

ini kisah yg byk menimbulkan kontroversi :))
first tyme, zahrawi gurl nak buat masalah.
*actually tade la dasyat sgt, but its still in the mid of year an*
so, kalau org tau !
mereka akan membuat muka smbil mencebik bibir.
MUKA ANNOYING HABIS
(fuyoo, tercaps lock plak)

around june, malam pukul 9.45 pm.
perjalanan yg agak adventure

ade yg ciap buat roll film hindustan,
turun bukit. guling-guling bhai.
betol tak , Haslinda ?

part yg jadi kegemaran aku.

"kalau mak aku tahu, habis la aku" mrasya.
response dibalas dgn sarkastik oleh anyss.
"ye la, anak PK hem an ?"

bdak ni first tyme buat sala. so, itu experience dye la.
mostly, people learn through it.

dan that nite, everything started to change...

2# cerita gula.

ini cerita Ramadhan.
pengalaman first sambut puasa dkat gopeng =='
seronok la jgak. yela, we got friends !
time bulan puasa, aku suka bila terawih.
okayh, compulsary la mira sya solat sebelah aku.
rutine pon bermula.

saat imam sedang membaca al-Fatihah,
aku dan dia still goyang-goyang sakan
*strecthing konon*
last-last angkat takbir bila nak rukuk dah.
HAHAHA :D

[habisla kau mrasya kalau pipahh bace nih]

3# cerita gula.

korang kenal Sakinah ?
tak kenal.
aku kesah ape, janji aku kenal.
well, dye pandai. dye tinggi.
aku ta tipu
dia memang TINGGI.

dia ade pronounciation yg bagus.
dia BAKU.
seriously, BAKU.
kau sebut lembek ?
dia sebut LEMBIK (:

dia sgt menghiburkan hati.
sangat
sangat.

setiap presentation dye akan diselangi dgn gelak ketawa.
opps, bukan kteorg yg ketawa.
tapi
DIA
-______-?

so what, still she's amazing !

*aku ingat lagi psl jwpn PKU kau, saki*

ade banyak lgy story.
but
we all got story but we don't tell them.