SEMESTER 2 2015/2016

Hello there (:

Actually aku dah cuti nearly two weeks. Yes, I’ve end my 4th semester. This semester was quite special.

Why?

On this particular semester, I have turn into a stress freak starting from the beginning of it. Bagi aku, sem ni paling jahanam, a total disaster and the most chaotic compared to the previous. I’ve started to make my own rules. HAHAHAHA :D

There were so many things happened during this semester. Ibu was being in ward for almost two weeks for acute migraine and high blood pressure. There are so many things evolves in my family. Maybe that’s why, ibu fell sick. My brother is getting married in that period of time (29.5.2016) and we were busy preparing for the wedding. Our house was in fully renovation starting from March and still not complete until now. The contractor is a dick, that’s what I can tell you. Yet, I’ve got an offered to shoot an exclusive music video for Subang Jaya Block Party by Joe Flizzow and sponsored by Sime Darby Property. Well, lagu budak subang byJoe featuring zamaera was dope. Totally dope! Wait for it.

Following to the end of semester, skipping class becomes a strong temptation especially class adv. calculus. Sorry Encik Iskandar. I’ve also mistaken my tiredness for laziness. The struggle between sleep and responsibility is real here, people. On the other hand, I’d got to deal with ‘shitfriend’. Sorry not sorry, my tolerance and patience are slim especially during this end-of-semester blues. Eventually, these people are narrow-minded type of person. Although, I did my apology. Yet, they still wanna hold into the ‘victim’ role. They keep on criticizing me for small matters. They stalk me on twitter, they provoke my curiosity. Since they who started the fire when I was already burning from the beginning, I’ve decided to add some fuel before it turns into ashes. HAHAHAHA f*ck you.

Luckily, I’ve got friends who will to set me straight when I’d stray from my norm. 

After my final examination papers and my pdd mini expo was done, me and my friend *not the shitfriend* went for a must-see movie. Now you see me 2. Hai Dave Franco !

Yeah, almost forgotten. My lecturers are quite fascinating. Tak sampai sebulan cuti, result dah key in. Eventhough, the official cgpa and gpa tak dapat lagi. The grade of subjects are official. Give me a big applause, guys!

This semester end with a bang !

*Maybe dean’s list*

ROTTEN SCOUNDRELS.

Have you ever met anyone who is just a rotten person?

I am not talking about a child molester or ax murderer, mind you. That’s evil and there is a difference.

I am talking about a regular, every day, run-of-the-mill person -who also just happens to have a character flaw rendering them either a bitch or an asshole, as if it were truly no fault of their own. They cannot help being negative, soul-sucking people lacking in basic human traits of empathy and compassion as they were apparently just born or raised that way and simply cannot help it.

This is the kind of person whose personal agenda is more important than the welfare of those they say they love -to the point they will justify and rationalize any actions, no matter how despicable, to callously and I suspect, self-satisfyingly have their way.

Love, decency, kindness and respect are not things these people understand.

They operate on the idea that life is first and foremost about being right, even when “right” requires a good deal of “spinning of the facts” to make them “right”.

They are spiteful and vindictive people who are most satisfied making rules, passing judgement and handing out punishments regardless of whether they have the actual or moral authority to do so.

You have heard of the kind, right? 

Hell, I’d bet you know a couple.

They are the ones who are quick to blame the victim.

They are the ones who apparently most able or presumptuous to speak for God seem to have very few qualities that could be described as “godly”, isn’t it?

I can readily admit that there are people who I do not like obviously. I can even admit there are a few who just don’t like me. We all know that there are some people you just cannot get along with and have to do your best to tolerate.

So, let me give you (and myself) a bit of free advice for dealing with such people on my next post.

WAIT FOR IT ^_^

MASALAH

So hai !

UPDATE :  Big fight! Aku gaduh besar sampai aku tak sedar tangan aku luka. Oh shit! Aku nangis gila-gila   sebab aku bengang, sedih, frust and whatever so on. It was pathetic. Dah la bulan puasa, penat kumpul pahala, topup iman. Hilang sekelip mata. SIA-SIA ;(

Ibu ingatkan aku untuk istighfar and she said “syaitan suka tau sebab kita gaduh. Dia tengah menang sekarang”. So I just need to calm myself down.

Kau tahu, “enjoy all your problem” kira macam satu bisikan konspirasi. HAHA !

Every solution has a problem. Jauh dalam hati, where our wisdom lives, we know that problems are good for us tapi kita selalu menyetankan masalah-masalah kita ke arah darjah yang sama situasi macam banyak hantu berkeliaran waktu malam. So, kalau kita tak setelkan waktu siang, we tremble over them at night.

Kalau ulat buku mungkin kenal Richard Bach, penulis buku Illusions, dia mention “Every problem in your life carries a gift inside it”. Yup, semua tu betul tapi kena set pemikiran kita ke arah tu atau the gift will never appear.

So, ini pandangan aku.

Kalau kau nampak  problems kau tu seolah-olah sumpahan, motivasi yang kau perlukan atau cari dalam hidup akan jadi susah nak jumpa.

Kalau kau belajar untuk terima masalah yang bakal kau hadam, then your motivational energy will rise.